This is my very 1st post in blogging world,I have been keep thinking about my views , my opinions, my activities to share with someone,where people can ask questions to me with out any soft corner.
I had been regreting about my childhood memories which I could not ever discused with any one, the child abuses, physical harassment, mental stress, unwillingly giving respect to elders, no even "THE ELDERS" who ruin my life, chock my self confidance,
get my realised that I am ugly and many more.
THE 1ST NIGHT:
The 1st night of my childhood when I realised that I am getting hunted of physical abuses, that my own paterinal uncle and my real elder brother are getting benifite of my unconsiousness, at that time I was just 9 years old, when I found my shirt is removed and teeth's spot on my chest, I got patrified in the age of childhood and innocense every child girl has sense regarding her respect.
Very next day I gelt hatred with both of them, and I started misbehave with them (my uncle and my bro) but as I told about conservative family backgoriung no chances to raise voice against roght or wrong, my father allow my brother to beat me on misbehave.
as I was very little thats why I couldn't explain to my parents that what had happend with me in last night.
Animal Act:
At next day I was scared to sleep , I kept walking , strolling, and went to bad when totally got tired, instead of sleeping I was recieting prays, but suddenly I got sleep. But luckily my brother got really very sweet , nice and piecefull sleep and I got saved.
In the day I was getting shawer in washroom, nobody was at home i felt disturbace in kitchen which is attached with washroom just a wall between , that was a flat system so as it was ,
i looked at up the wall and I found that my brother is watching me while I am taking bath, I totally was nude , and then I immediatly worn cloths and cameout and he made drama and went back in his room and turn ON the T.V , at that time I decided not to bear anymore and gonna tell my parents about their beloved son's sin.
Reaction :
When my parents came in my cousin was with them, than I had to postpone the plan to reveal his worst activites, but before I could tell my parents my real brother gave lots of money and brought sweets, fruits, and many more at home .
and my parents loved him alottt that his son is vey obedient loving, caring and all.
After that I totaly lost my confidance, I got very peevishness in my nature, so hatred, so hopeless, because I am not secure at my own him, I got sexual harassment by my blood relation.
I ask to you people that what will you do If since childhood you peole got trapped by your blood relations, THE RELLATIONS which are the symbol of security????????
